Boots Lunch And Change

Had lunch with a great friend today.
Had great conversation as well.
Its so nice when walls fall down and stories are shared.
This is the same friend who told me I was a woman who has loved and will love again.
We spoke of love. Goals. The future.
If all signs are guiding you in one direction is it just the fear that will stop you?
Has it always been our issue that has kept up stuck?
Is everything we thought was "it" not it at all.
A change in perseption is vital to the next chapter in life. Trying something in a way its never been done before could be key to a future of wonderous discovery.
Surounding ones self with "cheerleaders" or friends who only want to be helpful and giving can be the answer to it all.
We can't do alone.
Healing and making better choices seems to be a subject in life right now. It's good.
To experience all facets of love is something worth our time.

I drove away from my friend today with, yet again, hope.
I learned and hopefuly taught.
To recieve love on a level that is different than before can be everything we need.

austin city limits

geeze who knew just sitting here watching austin city limits would inspire me to write. its background noise. james blunt in singing his ass off. usually i find him annoying but this time im moved.
my life is brilliant.
i never expected to end up with such a full life. i thought i was going to die. i was dying.
almost 9 and a half years later i can say im alive.
im able to enjoy these little moments with a clear head and a full heart.
learning to love myself and others with no expectations just love.
this summer has been awesome. making so many new friends. i have this wonderful group of women in my life right now who i am completely in love with. ya know, i love there lives.
i have been blessed. i have loved and am loved.
i recognize my strenghts.
i see my opportunities for growth.
i know i am never alone in this life and the people i meet ive known before.
i only hope in this life i can do right by them and make a positive difference.....